Monday, March 27, 2006

you mean i have more struggles?

right now i am being very humbled with my emotions. i've been pretty exhausted today and didn't accomplish....well, anything. i was able to take a nap, but woke up into not so groovey situations and event hough those situations ended quickly, i haven't been able to let go of those emotions felt during. and because of this i put others back in their moods. so yeah you can say i feel pretty shittyabout that. why can't i let go of this????? why can't i just drop into God's lap, and leave it there. i've been praying about it and just can't seem to focus. i feel totally imcompetent right now and just want it all to stop somehow.

we run away from here in a week. i can't wait. i need this. i need to just be with my mom...just me and her. i need this refreshment.

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